Whenever something bad happens, we dread how Rose will respond.
We wonder whether she will explode or implode.
There is no moderate middle ground emotionally.
Rose has to be made aware of sad events slowly and gently.
It’s like we must postpone our own sorrow and grief to navigate hers.
I am not sure why this is.
I know hyper-emotional reactions is part of TLE(temporal lobe epilepsy), but we never found her seizure source.
Is it her medications? The proneness toward depression? The smallness of her world making everything bigger?
I do not know the cause.
I only know that a big wave is coming.
I hope I can save my Rose and myself.