I have an unwanted ability to time travel.
Sometimes I get jerked out of the present
and return to a scene from the past
that I did not want to be in the first time.
Feeling the same fear over and over again.
I want to learn a new trick with this magic.
I want to travel forward into the future
and come back and tell my scarred, scared self
that everything is going to be all right.
Until then I will hang on to hope.
Seizure Mama